As I promised just a few days ago, I’m doing a quick Phoebe Bridgers Deep Dive, to better appreciate the talented singer-songwriter in advance of her third solo studio album.
This week I’ll feature songs from her first two full-length albums, as well as an EP and LP she recorded with supergroup boygenius and an album she recorded with Bright Eyes frontman Conor Oberst under the name Better Oblivion Community Center.
My daughter informs me that those studio releases are only the tip of the Phoebe iceberg, as she has recorded a slew of independent, unreleased (but easily findable) tracks, and many one-off collaborations. I’ll dedicate next week to several of those.
Bridgers grew up in Pasadena, California, and started playing in bands as a teen. At 20, she released an EP of original material titled Killer on the label of singer-songwriter Ryan Adams, with whom she had a troubled romantic relationship (he was married to actress Mandy Moore at the time). Bridgers was one of seven women who later spoke out for a New York Times article on Adams’ abusive behavior.
Her first album, Stranger in the Alps, dropped in 2017 to effusive critical acclaim. It set the template for her melancholy indie folk style, a sound very reminiscent of one of her idols, Elliott Smith.
Like Smith, Bridgers has a knack for sneakily catchy melodies. It took me three or four listens to really latch on to most of these songs, but once I did they had their hooks in me. She is an artist who rewards attention, not passive listening.
Stranger in the Alps is filled with songs about failed relationships and death; in a way, it’s music to slit your wrists to. But Bridgers’ strong spirit shines through, and her lyrical specificity gives the songs a real personality. She doesn’t lean into her wry wit often on this record, but it’s lingering beneath the surface. The fact that the album’s enigmatic title turns out to be a reference to the edited-for-TV version of The Big Lebowski suggests she has some life in her yet.
I have several favorite songs on this album, including the ethereal ‘Georgia,’ the piano ballad ‘Killer,’ and ‘Would You Rather,’ which features Oberst.
But I have to single out the album’s third single, ‘Motion Sickness,’ Bridgers’ most popular song and one of her very best. Written about her relationship with Adams, it’s the album’s most upbeat and pop-infused song. Alternately biting in its sarcasm and raw in its emotional honesty, this is a modern classic.
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I hate you for what you did
And I miss you like a little kid
I faked it every time, but that’s alright
I can hardly feel anything
I hardly feel anything at all
You gave me fifteen hundred
To see your hypnotherapist
I only went one time, you let it slide
Fell on hard times a year ago
Was hopin’ you would let it go and you did
[Chorus]
I have emotional motion sickness
Somebody roll the windows down
There are no words in the English language
I could scream to drown you out
[Verse 2]
I’m on the outside looking through
You’re throwing rocks around your room
And while you’re bleeding on your back in the glass
I’ll be glad that I made it out
And sorry that it all went down like it did
[Chorus]
I have emotional motion sickness
Somebody roll the windows down
There are no words in the English language
I could scream to drown you out
Hey, why do you sing with an English accent?
I guess it’s too late to change it now
You know I’m never gonna let you have it
But I will try to drown you out
[Bridge]
You said when you met me, you were bored
You said when you met me, you were bored
And you, you were in a band when I was born
[Chorus]
I have emotional motion sickness
I try to stay clean and live without
And I wanna know what would happen
If I surrender to the sound
Surrender to the sound
Looking forward to learning and hearing more of Phoebe Bridgers.
”music to slit your wrists to” hmmm not sure I need another reason to slit my wrists 😂