I wrote yesterday about the use of songs in movies and TV shows, and today’s song is a splendid example. Though I bought Sarah McLachlan’s Surfacing album when it first came out and knew it pretty well, I will always associate ‘Full of Grace’ with Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
The Buffy fans out there already know what I’m talking about. At the end of Season Two (possibly the best season of television’s best show) Buffy is forced to kill Angel, the vampire she loves. She then boards a bus and leaves Sunnydale without saying a word to her friends or mother, and this is the song that plays over the final montage.
It’s a little more complicated than that. Angel, normally a vampire with a soul, had lost that soul earlier in the season and was wreaking havoc as Angelus, the nastiest son of a bitch you ever met. Buffy’s task at the end of the season was to kill Angelus and prevent a world-ending portal from opening. But unbeknownst to her, her best friend (and aspiring witch) Willow was attempting a spell that would return Angel’s soul and render him good again. Unfortunately, as fate (or more appropriately, the show’s creator Joss Whedon) would have it, Willow’s spell succeeded too late and Buffy was forced to kill not Angelus but Angel.
I’ve included a camcorder capture of the scene at the bottom of the page for kicks. It inconveniently ends right when the song is beginning, but I found one of those popular anime music videos to play the song.
Anyway, I’ve gone off on a major tangent, and now I’m itching to watch my Buffy DVDs again. My point is that great shows can do great things for great music, and vice versa. And here’s one of my favorite examples.
It’s chilled us to the bone
I haven’t seen the sun for weeks
Too long, too far from home
I feel just like I’m sinking
And I claw for solid ground
I’m pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
And oh darkness I feel like letting go
If all the of the strength and all of the courage
Come and lift me from this place
I know I can love you much better than this
Full of grace
Full of grace
My love
It’s better this way, I say
Having seen this place before
Where everything we say and do
Hurts us all the more
It’s just that we stayed, too long
In the same old sickly skin
I’m pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
And oh darkness I feel like letting go
If all of the strength and all of the courage
Come and lift me from this place
I know I could love you much better than this
Full of grace
I know I can love you much better than this
It’s better this way
Question: Will re-watching Buffy DVDs interfere with your searching for copyright violated videos in China? I mean, one would think that SOMETHING’S gotta give!
I can’t pretend to understand what is happening in that scene or why she and her Angel can’t just get the hell away from the portal or why killing Angelus/Angel will close said portal, but the song is quite haunting.
As for this being the best show on television, I know it has a lot of fans, and I certainly have faith in your taste, but let’s just say that this post would make Jason Bourne proud 🙂 And this noob will take her Friday Night Lights, where Riggins’ soul may often be in question but only in a figurative sense.
Why would it make Bourne proud? He’s a music snob, not a TV snob. 🙂
And remember, you once made fun of me for trumpeting critics’ darling Friday Night Lights before you hopped onboard. I’ve found all of these critics’ darlings usually earn that status.
Still… I’ll watch The Wire when I watch The Wire!
Ha. Yes, exactly. 😛