Song of the Day #5,717: ‘What Was I Made For?’ – Billie Eilish

Continuing my countdown of last year’s best films…

Best Films of 2023
#7. Barbie

All hail Greta Gerwig, queen of the coming-of-age film!

The writer-director’s first two movies explored young women finding their place in the world, in early 2000s Sacramento (Lady Bird) and Civil War-era Massachusetts (Little Women). Both are masterpieces, and both are on my list of the ten best films of the previous decade.

Now, with Barbie, Gerwig has tackled her favorite subject matter in a far different context: a big-budget blockbuster produced by a toy company. And somehow she still manages to deliver a touching look at a character discovering what it means to be a woman and a human being.

Barbie has become so tied up in discourse that it’s hard to see the movie beneath. It’s the $1.5 billion grossing juggernaut that saved movies and had legions of fans attending their screenings in pink. But it’s another example of corporate product placement infiltrating the cinema at the expense of genuine art.

It’s been dismissed as a woke-fest by the right and as insufficiently feminist by the left. It became the center of tedious “Oscar snub” debate when Gerwig and star Margot Robbie were left out of the Best Director and Best Actress categories.

Cut through all the noise and you’re left with a movie that earned its blockbuster status through amazing visuals, terrific performances, big laughs, and a huge amount of heart. And if you can sometimes see the edges of the metaphorical Mattel-sized box Gerwig was working within, it’s still a minor miracle that she was able to deliver something this sharp.

For all of Barbie‘s humor (this was the funniest movie I saw all year), the moments that stick with me the most are the ones that put a lump in my throat and a tear in my eye. Like when Barbie sits at a bus stop watching people live their lives before having a moment of true connection with the older woman sitting beside her. Or when she locks eyes with America Ferrara’s Gloria for the first time. And certainly when she makes the decision to become a human being, and Gerwig serves up a montage of girls and women (family members of her crew, as it turns out).

That climactic moment is scored to Billie Eilish’s hauntingly beautiful ‘What Was I Made For?,’ a song that should (and better) win an Oscar in a couple of weeks. The video for the song at the bottom of this post highlights Barbie‘s most touching moments. It’s a brilliant tribute to a brilliant film.

[Verse 1]
I used to float, now I just fall down
I used to know, but I’m not sure now
What I was made for
What was I made for?

[Verse 2]
Takin’ a drive, I was an ideal
Looked so alive, turns out I’m not real
Just somethin’ you paid for
What was I made for?

[Chorus]
‘Cause I, I
I don’t know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don’t know how to feel
But someday, I might
Someday, I might

[Post-Chorus]
Mm, mm, ah
Mm, mm, mm

[Verse 3]
When did it end? All the enjoyment
I’m sad again, don’t tell my boyfriend
It’s not what he’s made for
What was I made for?

[Chorus]
‘Cause I, ’cause I
I don’t know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don’t know how to feel
But someday, I might
Someday, I might

[Outro]
Think I forgot how to be happy
Somethin’ I’m not, but somethin’ I can be
Somethin’ I wait for
Somethin’ I’m made for
Somethin’ I’m made for

3 thoughts on “Song of the Day #5,717: ‘What Was I Made For?’ – Billie Eilish

  1. Dana Gallup says:

    Overall, there was more in this movie to like or to love than not, although the part where Barbie returns to a male dominated Barbie world and the women take back control didn’t really work for me. I also feel an opportunity was missed with Ken in the real world. I would liked to have seen more impact of Ken on the real world through interaction with America’s husband. These are, however, relatively minor quibbles with a film that otherwise succeeded and was damn fun to watch!

  2. Peg says:

    I had a great time watching this movie even though the Gateway theater experience was less than wonderful. Mostly I love Ryan Gosling as Ken and of course America Ferrara’s speech and Helen Mirren as narrator. Will probably be in my top ten as well.

  3. Amy says:

    This song… so achingly beautiful. as you all say, the film works as both a great time at the movies and a powerful reflection on what it means to be a woman, a man, a human… good stuff.

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